I just wished to know,when it could possibly be mine

sometimes i wish to be rebel.
well to be honest i just wish to be  rebellious.
I don't know man,my rebellious isn't enough for an eighteen year old teenager .
It is never too enough for me to be a teenager.


BUT.



Isn't that against my rule for being me.


BUT.


My curiosity empowered my straight mind and often shakes my stances.


BUT

everytime i wanted to try new things ,there's always a force pulling me .