Wednesday

sunway peejay

                 i no longer stay at ze hostel .i now have a legit life .i used to have guards who will chase after me  who got home after 2 that sometimes i would just chill until 7 am downstairs cuz i iz bored.WADDYALIFE!:? now i tak balik pun no one cares.my mom can't trace me.nGEHEHEHe.
                                   well shits be happening but smiles just got to give away :)

Tuesday

crushed ice.


As day gone by i realized growing up is nasty .This is not what i have imagined 10 years ago.My imagination was just one real pure imagination.turning 19 in 4 months and im sure it's ain't pretty easy.The closer i am to 20 the more i feel i have made myself opened for responsibilities to come in.Even though i wished to be 2 again and to stay 2 forever i know i can't ,I won't be able to turn the clock upside down and get back to where i wanna start.When  nothing is easy in life you're a mess.My emotions is just all over.so many things have got me and caught me stay in confusion and im always  thinking what should i do ?.Sometimes in life i just wished they understand .I wished everyone to understand everyone so everything in life would be easy for all.I wish.I know even when i wish hard ,I know and I believe it wont be happening .Im beginning to missed my salad days ,i swear those are the best time of my life . It's not that i wished everything to be easy for me or i want it to be so ,it's just that i dislike when i keep on hitting on the wrong wall   and starting to  leave black marks all over the walls of reality.It's a disgrace to humanity.




p/s i need a real long rest by the waterfall.

Saturday

this is just another matter of time.

little things

Dear love,

Ten things I hate about you.


1.When I gave you a single word text you get mad at me but when if you do so you think it's okay .

2.When I wake you up in the morning you refuse to wake up on time .

3.When you lie to me .

4.When I remind you on something important you never wanted to listen and follow.

5.When you silent mode your phone.

6.when I don't have

7.ten things

8.that i hate

9.about

10.you.