in grief.

its really hard for me to tuck my eyes last nite.i kept on trying but i kept seeing the same thing.and the fact that its 1amplus make me forced to put myself into bed .after few attempts .i finally half way done with my dreams then i heard my mom's knockin on the jungle door of my own .so hello sunshine:)

i dreamt about.
i was in a private school and it was the day where all of us are free from any abc's and numbers and formulae.in the dream that i dreamt last nite ,i had a boyfriend named idk but he is/was a chinese .:)he asked me how's the exam and stuff on our way to the cafe before that he gave me a bracelet and he help me put it on .i was mute and began to swallow my saliva:).and then as we were walking down the staircase we both had a huge fight .idk what were fighthing about:((.then i rest my bum on the chair and next to me was a friend of mine and her boyfriend.then he came ,with his dad ?wth is he doing here??then his dad "rampas" the bracelet on my wrist.he said "that was his mom's,he stole it from his mom".then his dad bring him away,my bf was dressed in somekind of shirt for a huge battle with the big gangs.then i wanted to give him a call after he leave,but before i gave him a call ,someone told me that he's no longer here:(((((((((((((
baby imy:(((((.

this is the first time i remember every single thing that happened in my dream.:)



so now in loving memory
my love from a midnite dream:)