.H-E-N-T-A-M -K-E-R-O-M-O.

pink.

2012-01-31T11:15:00.000+08:00

heee ,hello love<3

lebih dari langit

2012-01-27T17:54:00.002+08:00

home tomorrow!!
FLAPJACKS!

jalan tar.

2012-01-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

after the incident i drove all the way up to pelangi .that's totally out of my comfort zone.
my heart skips a beat ..i iz very scared and thank god i have wonderful friends with me and john thanks for the guide.

well john and i still can't believe that abah allowed him to drive me around in his car.hahahahahaa.
he actually drove with only his new zealand license and we almost got caught thank god they din't stopped us.
hakim thank you for joining us or else john and i wont be able to find our way back home .
lucks hakim with ze girl :)

sab,thanks accompany me driving back home .you're the man!
hahahahahahahaah someone resemble someone to you.Woi ,jangan main -main weyh!!
see you around in alam shah or subang or kl or slash slash slash jb baby!:xoxo gossip girls!

strawberry limeade

2012-01-26T01:03:00.001+08:00

it has been so long .

2012-01-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

fugg,blogger uploader is acting like a bitch to me .that ain't helping okay .
oh well after a long holidays for sem break im heading back subang soon but somehow the days are getting slower .what is wrong with the earth?hurry up moves faster please.I just can't wait to see qay !It has been one fucking month and it has been the longest month ever .serious here no kidding man.I never thought i would missed you this much and as day gone by I sayang you even better (sorry for the chezzyness readers) but ya i really do.

i got all teared up easily during the night ,it just happened like that .

hey gila,don't forget to bring me sissa on my 1st day of college please or maybe on any day we feel like it !kayh qay:)i know you wont say no...:)

kira bulu biri-biri

2012-01-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

sekodeng tanpa subjek

sekali nafas tanpa sekatan

2012-01-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

serabut serana urat kotak idea .harap segalanya hanya kata-kata .JANGAN HARAP LA IA AKAN JADI KENYATAAN. MEMANG TIDAK AKAN.

bismillahirahnirahim:)

insyallah :)

guna jari je.

2012-01-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

eventho just for few inches but still it managed to make feel happy .grow longer hair<3

2012-01-23T05:16:00.000+08:00

5 more days and it gets slower .
make it quick:(

sepak laju

2012-01-20T02:49:00.000+08:00

mata brutal bodoh ja perasaan macam ini hati nak layan mimpi mata menumbuk ganas .CIBAI!.
kicking time by watching short films on youtube.
daang man kayh 10 more minutes than im off to bed i guess.!
fuck!

bitches in action.

2012-01-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

When you can't sleep life's a bitch .
there's ants on my bed it's not the time for you to march around
i swear this holiday is the suckiest holiday ever.i swear.
i wanna be back in subang again .
i truly am missing my darling :(
naturally in love it's the most magical thing ever happened to me .
hope to see you see soon in johor bahru,insyallah i dont mind where as long as i can see you:(

tak sekilat pantasnya

2012-01-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

shutter mengecewakan.
sedih:(,mari tidur

heeh:)

2012-01-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

bu,nak kahwin.........!

wasted sunlight

2012-01-18T19:29:00.002+08:00

over the stars

2012-01-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

Why covers always sounds better than the originals?I wonder why......

you know what folks,my internet is so fucked up that i feel like stabbing it vigorously .

i love typing i with the small i instead of I ,to me the I looks too formal for someone like me.

been catching up with momma so well.we always have great times together:)tee-hee.

but mom,i need to get a new bedsheet for moi house and other stuff as well kayh mom...

nIneteen..

2012-01-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

when momma approved,i feel 19:)

DONE .

2012-01-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

after the italy trip I have no heart for pizza anymore.

cuz i had too much of pizza.

i masih boleh try.

2012-01-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Heyho!
eyegulagula masih mati .cibai eyh rasanya tek malas jak mok chargenya.
i need to get things done .
got myself a date with momma and dad soon.
so far what i do best at home is missing my dearest qayyum:(

WE FOUND LOVE

2012-01-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

RULES:

1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag at least 10 friends

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS ARE YOU OKAY YOU SAY?

one less lonely girl

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF

menghapus jejakmu

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

my heart

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

say all i need

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

signal fire

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

just say yes

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

segitiga

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

pumped up kicks

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

cokelat

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

tanpa rasa

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

need you now

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

blah blah blah

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

just a kiss

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

tiada lagi

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

just a feeling

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

moves like a jagger

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

look at me now

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

back home

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Young,wild and free

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

we found love

2012-01-15T02:19:00.002+08:00

"pergi jelas sendiri "

not a stereo,no sound ,

2012-01-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

HEY FOlks.

i've been stranded at home for weeks and I have approximately 13 days left to spend with before I made my move to college again.Well truth is before I actually landed my soul here I've planned things out but the vibe in here somehow keeping me slow and steady.Well it's not a holiday when nobody is actually

home .My bitches are all still in uni ,fuck !See you during the CNY Bitches:)

when nothing else can soothe you ,when nothing else can calm your mind a good plain music is all you could ask for:)

wonder days.

2012-01-15T00:51:00.001+08:00

2012-01-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

"sepi dan sendiri aku benci"

jumaat ke tigabelas

2012-01-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

Ada apa pada hari ini .
jason tidak tahu kewujudan bandar ini jadinya aku jamin selamat daripada disiat-siat oleh si jason
tolehku ke arah kanan ,kelihatan si eyegulagula keseorangan melayan diri .
hebat beliau sedikit tidak basah pipi .aku hulur sepuluh jari kerana saban minggu tidak sentuh kau.

7 pagi dan beberapa minit.
ketukan di pintu menghidupkan aku untuk mencium matahari dan mengejar vitamin D.

10 pagi
slumbernya aku bilang sama ibu aku bosan dengan kebosanan yang aku rasa duduk di rumah kerna tiada siapa ingin bawaku keluar berjalan .
balasnya "bosan kemas rumah "

gegas kebelakang hidupkan mesin putar kain baju .main sabun dan pinggan kaca dan habiskan saat-saat terakhir membasuh beras adalah dalam 100 kali .

11 pagi.
duduk tersidai depan kaca tv ..rasa ingin siat perasaan malu tengok budak umor 12 tahun tutup mata buat sotong sumbat!

1 tengah hari
duduk makan dengan ibu diulamkan dengan cerita-cerita sensasi .satu kombinasi yang menarik :)
"yang penting dia ada kerja tetap,tak kisahlah kerja apa janji ada kerja tetap "-ibu

bersedia sudah untuk lihat matahari turun dan malam kembali gelap

swinging high

2012-01-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

he was right,being a teenager is never easy.

right now im only 18 in a half and it's only the 12th day and things has started to popped out and created chaos in my mind and soul

bye-

:P

2012-01-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

my rebellious year has come .
take one step at a time.

2012-01-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

semester 2 mari kita bertemu semula

alhamdullilah:)

every breath I take i'll be missing you

2012-01-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

:(
i missed you so well and it consumes me .
i want you to know that missing you is the only thing i do best :)
xoxo
see you on the 28th:)patience is virtue darling:)

manusia di tengah kota

2012-01-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Nampaknya waktu memang sentiasa iri hati dengan ketenangan yang telah aku mula rasa dalam diri ini.setelah langsir merah yang lalu ditutup kini tidak sempat berhabuk sudah ada lembaga yang rakus membuka langsir merah itu sekali lagi.CIS!.manusia di dunia sentiasa bermain dengan peraturan dan selalu dicatur .Sekalipun tidak pernah rasa penat dan lelah memutarbelitkan lidah bermain kata .Harusku tahu apa sebenarnya yang kalian dahagakan? sudah mahukan kami ramai -ramai pergi tinggalkan kamar yang sebesar bilik mandi rumahku tapi wang yang dijanjikan untuk dikembalikan kini menjadi satu mimpi -mimpi malam hari .

awe-awe-awe

2012-01-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

Moi darlings bitches <3:)

2012-01-09T16:03:00.001+08:00

take a bite of my heart

2012-01-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

Sitting here on my bed and listening to the sound of heavy rain pouring down .It's sunday morning and I 'm thinking of getting my toiletries stock in giant or something .Im in the need of brand new shampoo because my hair needs to grow.When they see the change in you and then compliment you ,ahhh rejoice :)I think I should go on with what I usually did in Subang .

I LOVE BRONT PALARAE :) BUT NEVER ONCE REPLY MY TWITTER:(

YEAY !.

2012-01-08T12:23:00.003+08:00

oh mother goose!

it was just one bloody prank.
you suck ateng big time suck!
well then happy 19 azizul sharwani :)
tua dohh!:

so it was a wonderful night .everyone had fun :)

don't fall and crumble again

2012-01-07T00:42:00.001+08:00

sabrina zulkifli,

you know i'm never good in giving advice for love and relationship.I just want you to know that i loved you so and I don't want to see you sad no more.Things will get better .It needs time.You've gone through this I know this will be a little harder because you've loved and be with him for more than 6 months .I know you so well ,that I hate to see you the way you are now.I want you to be happy ,remember our post spm days?It takes time.Insyallah things will get better.stay through and I want you to know I will always be with you .If you need me call me or text me up.I'll give my best to consult you and of course to cheer you up:)I pray nothing but the best for you .Trust me healing is never easy,it was not easy for me too you gotta trust yourself and pushed yourself a lil bit or else you wont get out of the black box.Get some new tracks on your itunes playlist.Don't hate him nor forget.All this shits are just a lesson to be learnt .

XOXO
fifi hanif:)

dum ra dum ra dum ra ra

2012-01-06T08:58:00.000+08:00

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY.

-results-

best i ever had

2012-01-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

I must say yesterday was the best part of my life because I've just got myself a driving pass from my dearest parents:)
so that makes my dad declared no more training nights:!)'

the absolute feeling to drive the way you like it .
to learn from shits .GREATEST LESSON!

thanks sabrina zulkifli for the splendid day !
we should ride more often!!

tell me when...

2012-01-04T19:07:00.003+08:00

Our wonderful nights under the moonlight .

Our trip to kuala lumpur.Our guitar and karaoke session.
Teh tarek sessions .Car and crazy bike rides.fun time in ikea.

I missed our best times together.

Your anger.Your sarcasm.You foul words.Your smell.Your touch.Your shoulder.Your hugs.Your kiss.Your words .Your crazyness.Your lame jokes.Your mumbling.

Is everything that i missed about you .

I wish you were here:(

pendek dan kurang konteks.

2012-01-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

sesuatu yang pasti kadang-kadang masih menjadi satu keraguan.tahun baru, baru sahaja membuka tirai ,aku tak mahukan banyak ,dan juga tidak punya satu azam baru untuk lengkapkan tahun ini.

tapi aku inginkan sesuatu yang boleh ringankan kotak kepala .aku mahukan keserabutan di dalam diam buat selamanya.

the way that i love you.

2012-01-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

so i've got a house in sunway:)maybe bringing a car to sunway is just gonna be a fucking dream.sigh:(

post tahun baru

2012-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

it's 17 minutes to 2012.I'm spending my new year's eve by watching the notebook.perfect much.I wouldn't ask for more :)been working for the last 3 days ,it's fun to be back and be able to work and meet people again .For this time round i'm on mission to get myself a bb.I still remembered in 2009 where momma asked me whether I want a blackberry as she volunteered to buy me one ,but I said NO,i don't want.-YOU SUCK SIXTEEN YEAD OLD FIFI!

Oh it's 11.59 !happy new year myself and I:)MY RESOLUTION ?well let's not have one again .resolution it's only for boring people .NO OFFENSE:)

it's 12.am and the notebook is now showing my favourite scene:)

2012 and the notebook reminds me of smellyhead .
Hye smellyhead ,thanks for downloading the notebook.
hye busuk,i missed you so well:(

hearts.

2011-12-28T04:44:00.001+08:00

growing up and living away from your parents tend to make you a little different.
I have seen the change in me.I have accept the change out of me.
I din't asked for it,it just came out naturally.
It's apart of growing up.

Ibu,if I ever do you wronged
Im sorry.
I din't meant to.
I know I have been away for long and we have not been spending our quality together like before.
I know it's hard for you to accept the fact that I can't be with you like I always do.
I know you may think that I've forget about you while I'm away because I don't really call you.
It's hard for me bu,to call you when I'm there alone .
It's hard for me to even say hye .
It's hard for me to explain what I've felt bu.
I force myself not to call you when I missed you because I know you will be shredding into tears and I don't want to hear you sobbing because that might cause me crying all night long and for that I owe you one thousand and one worries and I don't want to be sorry for that.
Ibu,I just want you to know that I loved you so.
I can take care of myself ,don't worry.
I know my limits ,bu.I 'm still holding on my stances.
don't worry ibu..I am still the same old daughter who loves to be with you watching soap drama and stand next to you while you're cooking.
Again I am sorry for what've done .
I love you ibu:.<3<3<3<3<3
you're my 1st love and will always be mine:<3:)

Insyallah,I'll do my best in life and hereafter.
Insyallah,I'll one day be there walking on a green path with HIS guidance .
Insyallah ........
I

2011-12-27T03:11:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU
I wanna hug you like I always do.
why do I have to face this?why.........
:(((((((((((

woo im scared

2011-12-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

i missed you .
hahahahahahahahahahhhahaaha
You like that jelly and you thought that she was like you..
hahahahahaahhahahahahhahaahhaa
i wanna watch monster vs alien again!!

it landed on mine..

2011-12-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

when my sister was my age she stayed at home and worry about nothing except for her personal issues and her studies.
whereas me ?I have to give a fuck about every single thing..sometimes i wished responsibilities wasn't mine .

I've been eating a lot .maybe aunt flow is coming or I'm just overstressed about finding a place to rent .
Sometimes dealing with people can be stressful as fuck.

2011-12-26T20:57:00.001+08:00

im fucking stressed and i want cardbury chocolate now
let me drive to 7e please!!

2011-12-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

2011-12-26T03:06:00.001+08:00

celup cokelat.

2011-12-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

Sedang bermain di udara lagu makanan hati aku ,entah kenapa tiap kali the scientist bermain di udara jiwa aku selalu hiba dan mula berpikir tentang saat-saat getir .sayu sahaja disekeliling aku tiap kali ia dimainkan...bersyukur dapat kembali berada di dalam ruang ini.di sudut yang aku sayang..yang aku rindu tanpa jemu .

motif cuti sem pertama aku nak kotakan impian untuk memiliki purse cik kors and baby bee :)

cis,taip tak seberapa tekak dah mula dahaga macam naga tak dapat air sebulan.

encik hanep tak izinkan aku bertugas dengan dia..jadinya ?terpaksala lekat kepada plan b.

ibu ,esok nak keluar malam dengan selasa boleh:)mekasih:)

2011-12-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

haiz,jangan nak rapuh sangat.

No distance .

2011-12-25T18:48:00.001+08:00

My day and night gonna be different without you.

I know it wont be long .But it's gonna be the longest 1month.

If you're coughing again when I return to subang ,im gonna force and use my mojo to let you take a sip of medicine .I SWEAR NO JOKE:!

roomie

2011-12-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

gonna miss staying with you in the room nancy:)
xoxoxo
take care ,see you soon!
it has been a pleasure living with you:
tell ahmed i said hye and sorry im taken:)(HAHAHAHAHAHA)

wuvv you.
xoxo

sparkling hearts

2011-12-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

hye im home ,bitches!

resting my bones on this comfy bed-fucking bedgasmic and i'll never wanna leave this bed (but im leaving you again-can i like bring you back to subang jaya?is that possible jungle ?

i feel shoo lazy to unpack my luggage.

I never knew I brought that much of stuff until I packed them last friday morning..

The greatest regrets of 2k11 is that I left my phone charger in crystal crown pj.FUCK!

Now I have to get a new one ,FUGGG.Or it is a sign you need to get your fucking BB A-S-A-P.:_

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

I guess last night was well spent .

Congratulations ub !<3

It's good to be home again!!
<3

it's about time

2011-12-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

FOR QZ.

Take a good care of yourself .
Don't be lazy ,regain your energy by getting the right amount of sleep.
Don't give a fuck when your friends ask you out,for once BE SELFISH:"think of your power nap"
Wake up early:
don't skip work unless you're sick.
im gonna miss you.
in fact i've already missed you
xoxo:(

it's nothing like tuesday

2011-12-21T14:25:00.002+08:00

SPM iS OVER!
eyh that was last year

FINALS IS OVER.
:)

ipod challenge 2.0

2011-12-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

im gonna beat your 600 songs okay!
downloading songs non-stop starts today!

times are hard.

2011-12-21T14:07:00.000+08:00

AS MUCH AS I WANNA LEAVE IS AS MUCH AS I WANNA STAY

:(((

take it ,take it ,take it all

2011-12-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

how was I just now dealing with two hardcore papers earlier today?

I think I took 20 minutes to freshen up my mind before answer a fucking question

It is always a fucked up moment when you forget a point or two.

How do you endure the fact if you have only few minutes left to get it done all ?

With points missing out ,with time ticking up so quick.

It is just one wonderful mess I've made .

Well ,I think I did quite well.(IDK)

2 more papers myself then you can redeem your voucher for a good sleep and long rest in

JOHOR BAHRU for a month and 3 days.

I just wished to know,when it could possibly be mine

2011-12-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish to be rebel.
well to be honest i just wish to be rebellious.
I don't know man,my rebellious isn't enough for an eighteen year old teenager .
It is never too enough for me to be a teenager.

BUT.

Isn't that against my rule for being me.

BUT.

My curiosity empowered my straight mind and often shakes my stances.

BUT

everytime i wanted to try new things ,there's always a force pulling me .

barely breathing.

2011-12-18T18:17:00.001+08:00

LUCKS FOR FINALS ALL.

a matter of time.

2011-12-16T11:13:00.001+08:00

morning earthlings <3i just wanna be extremely vain this morning.last night I played the guitar again ,it feel so weird but I liked it because there's you sitting next to me.My hands were itchy and I accidentally locked his phone.see you soon smellyhead,you know i miss you so well:(

:)

pro-crastinator

2011-12-16T10:51:00.000+08:00

FINALS !!!
I will try to stu-e-deyh like how i used to .
LUCKS MOISELF.

uw okayy.

2011-12-15T09:34:00.000+08:00

so i lied to myself.i din't even make a long post last night.i was in jumble of fears.One of it was waking up late and again late for imw practical.So after a short revision on feature writing I straight away went to bed.But last night sleep was rough .I couldn't stay still.my both eyes kept on acting like a bitch so it brought disaster to my sleep.It wasn't the sleep that I want.Is not the sleep i've imagined .Currently listening to lisa mitchell she's a legend:)it's 9.30 am and Im feeling for a proper breakfast but I think shall just wait for lunch .PERIOD

hye i missed you so well.
Is there any chance that we're meeting tonight?

another half

2011-12-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

my great escape.<3
thanks for selling this to me .

rough winds blowing...

2011-12-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

i've been sitting in my room since this morning at 9ish ,so i called the lady for the house ,i feel a little older when i was calling and dealing about apartments for rent :)when my sissy was 19 she still live with momma.imw practical tomorrow .i think i can do.or i should spend my nights on blogger and type shizz -an extra long post:)

goodbye

2011-12-12T15:28:00.003+08:00

gonna miss you beatrice:)
it has been a pleasure staying with you :)
take care..hugs and kisses<3

dimmed .

2011-12-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

as much as i wanna leave is as much i wanna stay.
listening to scientist by coldplay can really eat up your soul as it allows you to bleed and cry.
oh darling!,I hate dealing with people and money .it is the hardest thing to do in life!
give me now or i will haunt you to death.(bitch please ).
Where I could possibly wished to be now is to be sitting at that one corner in my jungle and munched in m&m and let the music of my best lingering in my naked minds.
Why can't teleport be real?

imysm:
hugs:(

they seem afraid of you.

2011-12-11T14:06:00.001+08:00

I know it is never easy to washed away the feelings.
don't push too hard or you might hurt yourself .
I would never force but I hope it fades out naturally without you even trying to.
hugs and kisses:)

we're a month old.
happy days should be awaiting ahead.

till there then.

2011-12-11T05:42:00.001+08:00

i need to get a house soon!!
and a car :)

your symphony

2011-12-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

i miss my momma.
make me ayam kicap please bu:(
i havent call her for weeks,because if i were to call her i would cry like literally cry...

FAHAm.

2011-12-10T13:28:00.001+08:00

lambang itu hanya lambang.

sesiapa sahaja boleh ambil segala apa jadikan sebagai logo atau lambang untuk dijadikan lambang for wtv it is.

jadi?

terpulang pada kita lah nak anggap ia sebagai apa.

for instance me and stars-stars is stars that i drew on my hand to keep me stay awake during class.
setakat burung hantu tu aku anggap macam lazy mazy owl ,or si owl yang pandai like what they portrayed in winnie the pooh!

machas on screen.

2011-12-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

you know my machas and I have been active making videos ,mainly staring at the camera and being vain.(pain to burst out the truth)haha.we haven't been that decent ,cuz we are not decent people.well we will try to be...kayhh:)

and more on yt!:)

this is serious business.

2011-12-09T20:33:00.005+08:00

seriously you got issues kah with us ?
if ada step out biatch!:

fantasies.

2011-12-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

shall never look back.

2011-12-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

i never liked being force to write.
my sentences can be written out unnaturally if i were to do so.
this course is seriously tiring and exercising your brain.Pressuring enough.
never once i enjoyed writing except for that one journal i wrote for english.

and some people just dont have much stuff to do like some people,that's unfair.
just because you can't and just because you can't produce any ideas,but at least try.
im forcing myself to do some shizz and to serve to get better grades for completing this sem 1.

finals in few weeks time,i mean in few days i should say:)
insyallah,i shall push myself harder to get what i really wanna do.

2011-12-02T20:13:00.001+08:00

it is just based on one basic element .
i bet is not gonna be long.

hopes.

2011-12-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

it's starting to shape as it shaking moderately.
i just don't quite know how long will it takes.
truly i got no time to tolerate with any failure anymore.
purely devastated and tiring at the same time to heal the wounded parts of your very precious organ.
i pray for the best for me.
amin:)

2011-12-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

dreams

2011-11-19T17:49:00.001+08:00

flying away!
bye lovelies<3
gonna miss you ze most :(
see you in 2 weeks time
take care bitches!

2011-11-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

so i drove this evening with dad.

i feel extra short driving a myvy,i guess i need a pillow for the next drive:)

18 and just the beginning

2011-11-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

so i've done things .
that i could never imagined that i would do.
lies.i have my imagination for that ,for that one thing only.
which i have to begged for minutes!!
muahahahahahha and i wouldn't want to see myself doing that anymore.
i would never!
i SWEAR:)

listen to you when you speak or scream,,,

2011-11-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

so im gonna be leaving malaysia in 2 days,and im not amused cause i am the only one left who have not packed everything yet.
am like having a mix feelings right now.believe it or not ,i am more excited for penang than this italy trip.
WHY?tell me why ,ain't nothing but a heart ache.

the most awkward thing can ever happened in this house or in this family is when you accidentally speak in english amongst each other ,even it was just for an ENGLISH WORD.it means the earth collapse

so ibu is buying me P sticker tomorrow:)
and abah haz my P licence !woots
im a happy girl:)<3

sabrina zulkifli be less KEPOH will you.
i'll tell you when i feel like telling you.
i know im still new .
but i know things very well.HAHAHAHAHA:)#bitch please:!

.

2011-11-18T01:23:00.003+08:00

look my blog haz no reason to have a certain topic to talk about.
my brains has never been that straight to focus on one certain thing.
basically none of my post can be decoded by many,sometimes i think signed up on blogger just to explore my words and thoughts on a site ,to write on a piece of paper might be boring and sometimes i ran out of ink...time wise i signed up on BLOGGER.

sometimes i dont think i created my blog to be viewed by people out there #if there's people reading well hello!!
i think my blog is just for me ,myself and I.
to help me understand myself better
i dont know man.
is just a blog
a plain boring blog which has black font .#or maybe if what i meant by black was PINK:)
and BIG PICTURES !!!

terkeno

2011-11-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

berbual jangan lah tokok tambah.sumpah bingit kot.
berbual jangan selalu manis lah,sumpah kau buat aku kenang rakan kelas aku ,sama pula sejenis engkau.hebat:)
hormat kot aku pada engkau,tapi tolonglah berbual kasi tapis jangan kasik hembus tanpa silu segan.

salamat:)

a new chapter.

2011-11-09T22:38:00.001+08:00

it's funny how i think so much about you right now.
i like the fact that you know how much i loved journalism and writing :) .
3rd november 2011.
and still counting:)<3

2011-11-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

penang day has come:)
leaving in few more hours.
last night was a surprise:)
hints over hints .

2011-10-29T18:30:00.001+08:00

LEGAL TO DRIVE:)

super love.

2011-10-29T03:57:00.001+08:00

It has never been this wild ,I din't quite know that I was that 'gutsy ' to even send you a note telling how much have the dishes missed its soap .It has never went wronged ,until the day I dreamt about you ,I believed that was one strange night.Indeed.It has never got any worser ,until today I realize I really want to talk to you.

I created the distance and then you leap each day .Day by day we I got closer to you.Congratulations.

Now, I feel the strong sense of oddness and rarity .

Now,I am in between two choices.

I din't came back for good.

I would never .

But if I do,you're the love of my life.Insyallah:)

first attempt

2011-10-25T17:43:00.000+08:00

obayyymmmmmmm

2011-10-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

lemony lemanize

2011-10-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

From babe to miss potter which both two's are...........ughh i am suppose to be doing my english journal now but i am lack of ideas of how to start the journal ,life hurts even more than stepping on a nail.I am half dead right now,right here cuz i did not answered when mom calls ,4 missed calls from her!!.my phone died and so do I (about to).I was downstairs by the lake admiring the sky and the stars because i was bored ~~lies fucking lies~~.lazy weekends for every week .I've got another 5o to survive for the last 5 days before i got home on friday evening with ze parents,they're gonna pick me up yeay highways again so long time never seen highway ,i forget what is like to be travelling using it since i last used it.haish vanishing acts i have almost forgot about your existence I am most likely going to ignore you for a while now because Im running for a marathon right now no RED LIGHT AWAITS along the road ,I'll come back to you when I am done with imw and english journal .till there then folks:)

chiow.

rolfmao

2011-10-15T17:42:00.004+08:00

cotton on in cs
all people in jb is raging mad .
chillah,isnt that the same thing like to see cotton on in sunway pyramid or pavillion
is just that this time around it is opening soon in city square.
well than its better to have something new than nothing ?
cause i hate seeing people saying "jb mana ada apa -apa,kl lah best doh "

for some reason,be grateful :)

2011-10-14T02:33:00.001+08:00

impiku terbang bersamamu dengan sempurna .

after 8

2011-10-14T01:16:00.001+08:00

no more resting lens .
experimentalism is in.

faster run than my bullet

2011-10-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

so i did called home and momma picked up the phone
cant control anymore,my cheeks drenched
soon after that dad rang me
"You're going home"

currently in the airport waiting for my flight at 6.30pm
chilling myself with a vanishing acts novel and the pumped up kicks music on air right now.
looking forward to see my momma.
well watching kabhi kushi kabhi gum was never a good idea to watch then.

expecting for warm home cooked food

2011-10-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

4 things i wouldn't do

1.drink(alcoholic)
2.take drugs
3.smoke
4.had sex before marriage.

i would rather die as a virgin:)

au revoir

2011-10-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

so i dint buy any white tees
cuz me iz trying to live on a budget
but stupid me spend rm10 on button badges
JOB WELL DONE .

i am just gonna paint my face tonite:)

love.

2011-10-07T11:26:00.001+08:00

all the hardcore papers is over.

i am truly am relaxing right now in moi room cuz there's no tutorials today:)

yowza.

I find sleeping for these 2 nights kinda hard for me ,for all I know i guess im having a really bad homesick.

and then I dreamt its already the 21st and seeing myself in a car on the route to jb for 1week of heavenly days.

i've got westlife concert at 8 but apparently my friend brother 's asked us to be ready by 2pm.

aint that too early ??

so basically today friday is nothing like any other friday .

xoxo

mom,i misses you<3

p/s when i watched kabhi khusi kabhi gum the other day i ~~weeped~~ cried and flooded on my own bed.

2011-10-07T11:10:00.002+08:00

ze machas

2011-10-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

you know what makes my nerves really really troublesome right now is that because of my english exam is tomorrow at 2.for some reasons i am extremely nervous -the post spm results still has it evil energy on me .I can't just imagine myself struggling to finish it in time .hello guys,I am alone now in this very cozy room ,yes about my fear to face the english paper tomorrow shall shrink .It SHALL be defeated.calming down my nerve with plain good old music .Oh ya i bought a novel for me to shape up my language .LIKE SERIOUSLY!:

2011-10-01T04:39:00.002+08:00

cracking up the brains .